February 2012
:'(
Fed up of trying so hard with you.
yeah so...
my nan’s in hospital
hasn’t got long to live
i feel shit
i feel helpless
and yet you text me asking me what my status is about because it quotes YMAS lyrics.
ARGH.
Just fuck off out with your 15 year old friends and lardarse, i don’t need your sympathy anyway.
I notice everything.
And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.
so fucking angry.
everything is running through my head at fucking high speed.
Feel shit
I found out shit news yesterday, then today more shit news cause Nan’s in hospital.
I don’t need this pointless bullshit.
Cunt.
I've been crying that much
It made me vomit.
Never-ending tears.
and I say hurry up September
Need to get the fuck away from Bideford and all the shit people who live there.
Crying myself to sleep again
When will I learn?
You really show how much you care
I’ve been in bits all night and you’ve been with that sket you cheated on me with, oh and probably the other one as well or maybe the other one. You’ve not even bothered to see if i’m okay.
Fuck you.
